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"The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up."
- Paul Valery
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Appreciations
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Lengthy post . Exit if you're not interested .(Not meant for you anyway!)2月5日 阴
我想念，
过去，
玩耍，
姐妹，
唱歌，
朋友，
抽烟，
一起，
骂人，
笑人，
吵闹，
迟归，
天亮，
天黑，
过夜，
分享，
不想，
我们，
学校，
拍照，
厕所，
我发现，
以前，无论是哪里，有钱没钱，天亮天黑，
as long as we(sisters) are around with each other , nothing else really matters . ♥
We went back on our Promises .
Its unfair to say anything right now , unfair for everybody .(but i still wanna say , bottle up very long le ..) 'Cause nobody wants it this way .
True .. Some* refused to change , refused to change , refused to give in , refused to give chances to us/them/we .
We marked forever on every birthday celebration , every occasion (2005-2008).
And on one sudden issue , the so called "strong-bond" was gone .
Without hesitation , without chances . Thanks to those who bothered to hold on , or tried to .
I seriously sucked . Well , during that period of time , everyone sucked . (Sorry to say)
Everytime i recall , i hear the same issues (or rather i ask) , I hoped so much it would be just like any tiffs or small quarrels we had in the past . Which will last only for days . (longest a week?)
In 2008 , the phrase "Everybody's fake." began to roam around , like sucha common thing and slowly , everybody is regconized as fake .
Yes we're . Even your dad , my mom . Because we're so protective of ourselves i would say .
I miss us/them/we again . How should i address ? We* used to say we , recently it started to be them* , unknowingly , the us disappeared .
I don't know if anyone feels the same as me , so heart-wrenching , so deeply engraved , so so everything .
We were once the world for each other , like so close , the moment you open your eyes when you wake you would straight away grab the phone beside your pillow to reply messages from us/them/we . (Definitely got msgs , i swear) And if you don't meet up with us/them/we today , you'll surely get your ass fucked the very next day . (Well , it's sweet in a way) At least to me .
I know , there must be somebody(I don't know who) whose feeling the same way as me , or maybe a few , or alot .
Even till now i still recall how we play cards and gossip like :
A : "Dunno who gets married the first among us !"
B : "Confirm is XX lor ! HAhahaha ! "
C : "First to have kids is XX . Tio bo ?! "
XX : "Wan play cb hor now !.. "
Bla bla bla ....
Tell me , you miss us/them/we too .
You guys were once so sweet to me , to each other (doesn't matter in a crude/rough way).
Even if we're broke till share food eat(well at least we always had cigarettes!^^) ,
even if we overnight have to wear each other's clothes .
We'll never find fault with one another .
Despite everything ... the years we spent together are gone without any trace .
I don't wanna type anymore , there's going to be no ending to this ..
Just some old photos , (know what?) they could bring us/them/we back to me ! .. Loves .
Anqi's 14 , '06
Ningjie's 15 , '07
Ziying's 18 , 08
Our very sweet own X'mas , 06
Sorry , there weren't much pics i could find around .
These are the best group shots taken i found .
Last ."I tried so hard to recgonized what we're in the past ,
i realized when we're just a bunch of kids whom do not know how to use our brains yet ,
we were the happiest girls in the world.
Now when we know how to think(maybe) and feed our own mouths ,
seems like we're the .. loneliest . Be it everywhere ."
-Yy
True? Then you must be thinking the same way as me ...
This entry is purely meant for me to release some of my long lost thoughts , definitely no intention to offence anyone .
(how could i ? i loved them!)
(how could i ? i loved them!)
I hope this post would be a memorable one for me , or maybe even for you .
Maybe we guys will never ever get back together ,
but i want to say , you 're already a part of my life . Sweetest friends one could ever have .
Everything sounds mushy , but forgive me , these are my real , heartfelt words .
Thank you for your time (:
Goodbye to memories .
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